heh ! very confused

I do not know why this little thing happened to me, I was in a state of panic not know want to do anything ... sometimes the smallest thing is to be forgotten, but ............. ... I can not he will continue to come, what should I do .. he will always bother me in any situation even if tanye at heart .... do not know which to choose the most flattering, I both love and affection, they make me happy, I tudak berharapkan anything from them, but ........... This makes me more if forced to be tortured ...... worse situation in the future ...
ermmmm love .... love ... love ........... destructive love life !!!